everything.

Mechanical Bull

"... Now that the truth is just a rule that you can bend;
You crack the whip, shape-shift and trick the past again...
It's a mechanical bull, the number one;
You'll take a ride from anyone.
Everyone wants a ride..."

At times I bitch and complain that I find myself alone and relying on only myself in my toughest times or times of challenge. And then when I accomplish or overcome something an overwhelming sense of pride and a FUCK YEAH attitude sets in. I just completed my last college course for my California Real Estate Broker's License. My application, course transcripts and fingerprints are all in process. Almost there! And I did it all while dealing with some personal shit in life. FUCK. YEAH. No one can take that shit away from me.

I Can't Adult Today

I just wish I had one fucken stable person that I could depend on instead of it always being me.