Feeling Confident Again

I'm not sure if I mentioned in my last post that I recently went back to school. It's just one course, but I wasn't sure if I would remember how to study and write papers after being out of school for over 15 years. I am proud to announce that I have received all A's on my essays and papers so far.

I am feeling quite independent again. This accomplishment is something that I alone have done. No outside influences. The motivation and determination to study and do well is something that comes from within me, something that no one else can claim to be a part of. I'm feeling confident again.

I wanted to share this with all of you, or just put it out there in the universe. It is truly a rewarding and positive feeling. Facebook just didn't seem like the right place to post this. I am not looking for praise or ass-kissing, just wanting to share the good feeling. :)

There is a study abroad program available at this junior college. The possibility of being able to go to Paris or Italy is exciting. Those are two countries that I have always dreamed about visiting since I was a kid. If I can keep these grades up for another semester or two, then the reality of actually going is that much closer. All I would need is to qualify for the grants and scholarships. It feels damn good to be able to dream about something I want again and know that it will soon be my reality.